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08 January

Sorry for Everything my lady . . .

7th Jan, Rainy Day

Tis is da 2nd day without ur presence in my life . . Coming together to long these 3 years relationship until it last yesterday was seriously a bitter one in my life. I admit dat i'm too naive dat i juz couldn't accept the reality . . but tis is da fact . . Can i choose not to let u go? I couldn't noe how to express my feelings in words now but all i would like to tell u is, i love u lots dear. . . I noe it's too late to say it now . .

I've hurt 3 gurls in my life . . . I regret over my mistakes for being sellfish and ignorant all these while. Standing firm on my egoistic characteristic juz couldn't help myself out in maintaining a good relationship. Babe, i couldn't forgive myself for not learning frm my previous mistakes which i need to agree with u. Again and again i hurt my gurls. . Very disappointed towards myself. . . I'm such a failure. . failure in relationship, failure in life, failure in everything . . . everythinggg. . .

With such gloomy time looming, i noe there is something wrong out there. . . and noe dat a mechanism should be set in place to recover the ill relationship . . All i can do is to call u everyday and sms u but wat i get in return was a cold welcome . . . Tis is wat i can do for tis distant love. . but . . .i don't blame u for dat . . . because i noe i've been not doin my part before i found out that it's too late to save this relationship. It's all my fault to be perfectly honest . .

I hope my apology meant something worth u to forgive me . . .

I'm sry dat i'm not a good bf dat can take good cares of u. . to never have sunlight on ur face. .

I'm sry for not calling u everyday as wat i promised before. . .

I'm sry dat the little petty things dat u share to me really meant dat much to u . . . I regret to pay no heed on u most of the time. .

I'm sry for not particularly appreciating u as wat u feel always. . .

I'm sry dat i'm not there for u during da time u need me da most. . .

I'm sry dat i do not travel much wif u. . . although i noe u love travelling in ur life . . .

I'm sry for my past and the way i treat u . . . You always walked a step behind me. . Bein supportive and caring so dat i'm da one with all the glory. . .

I'm sry because i don't noe how to express my feelings towards u everytime . . I really screw up in tis when facing my own gf. . Words are always left unsaid. . .

I'm sry for my bad temper . . I've been trying over n over again not to burst up when thing goes wrong. . It might have appeared to go unnoticed, but I've got it all here in my heart to change for some1 i love. .

I'm sry for my attitude towards u . . . I noe it's a hard time for u to tolerate wif some1 swagger as i am. . Once again, i apology for tis. .

I'm sry that i always broke my promise when it comes to do things to ur favour. . . always . . .

I hope. . . u will really forgive me . . if u are here to read me . . I hope u do . . .

All dat i recall, the moment we get together, we chill and share our love together. . hv fun and tears together. . Those were the fond memories dat u put together into my life. . I know u've been learning how to share wif me pondering with a lot of things juz in place to cope wif me. . . . I'm sry if u think dat i dun realize dat . . i do learn how to say "I love u" everyday, appreciate u, gv the best to u and every best things i hv to u. . I hope u realize and appreciate dat. . . Those were the days . . .

Frankly speaking, I would be nothing without u . . No one can replace u in my heart . . I will never forget u, who gv me a chance in my life, taught me and guide me in my Uni life without my family out here. and i hope u will spare some time missing me when u get bored or when u need some1 . . I promise i will always be there for u the moment u need me da most. . . My ears n shoulders are always ready for u to lean against. .

All in all, i respect ur decision. Hope u will find ur Mr. Right. . U deserve a better guy than a slacker like me . . With tis, i wish u all the very best success in ur life in exchange of the blessings tat u gv me all these years. . May God grant u wisdom in doin critical decision in ur life. Walk closely to Him and i hope same goes to me . . GoodBye my lady . . .

02:15 | Blog it | my daily life

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	ice cream xue weiwrote: Long time no see ur one le...Such a sad and emotion of ur blog..Cheer up ya..^^God will tied u n her together de,Believe in God and urself..jia you^^all the best .... Brave to face ur obstacle,deal with it ,believe that ur Happiness is waiting for you in front of you..^^ JIa u yo^^ Pray for you^^ 9 Jan.
	wOrDs fRoM mY hEaRtwrote: cheer up,bro... Hope everything will be fine... Be strong ya...aun aun...=) God bless u.... 9 Jan.
	Sophia Wongwrote: Winter, it is sad to know about this... However, i believe God will heal your broken heart... If she is the one that God prepare for you in your life... No matter how...No matter what.. In the end both of you will still be together... Trust God... God will always give the best to his children... I hope you can be bold & be strong... Hope everything will be fine with you... God bless~~~ 8 Jan.
	Sky Lingwrote: hey... bro... well, from my experience, i ought to tell u not to let go so easily... but dat depends on the girl... whether is she still loving u, still places u in her heart or not... anyway, pls dun give up... there might be chance... if God ties u guys up in a pair, He will not let it crumble in whole, sometimes there's test, obstacles, temptation, well u'll just have to fight over it, right? well, i mean, look at me... i broke up with her twice, nearly got the third (she would sure b chucklin if she sees this...), but i can feel the luv she had for me... i didn let go... i almost let go though... pray to God, do it His way... pray for His guidance... all i can say is, God's counsel is way much effective than mine, let Him comfort u, dear bro.... ask for His direction... pray hard for ur soul mate, not neccesary is yeok... maybe God has His own thoughts, maybe God gives u another girl as ur soul mate... but God sometimes does listen to ur prayer, if u pray hard enough... u can let God change His decision, Pray, in the name of Jesus, Request, in the name of Jesus! be strong, bro... 8 Jan.

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