This is one of the quiz i did in facebook . . Well describe my personality tho . .

 

Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody.

Wed 21st Jan, Sunny Day

 

5 more days to go before ushering the 2009 Chinese Ox's year. Actually there are not much things tat i do for the moment >"< Just slacking around in hometown and it wasn't unusual for me to go through the same lifestyle here. Seeing sisters bz with their cookies baking and shopping for goods frm da nearby supermarket. heh . . Maybe i should learn frm them to taste the real meaning of ushering Chinese New Year. I believe my curiousity get the best out of me if u c me doin baking stuffs in da kitchen one day @@ Anywayz, i did lend my hands last year :p

 

So here comes da new hairstyle by Chester @@

 

 

 

 

7th Jan, Rainy Day

 

Tis is da 2nd day without ur presence in my life . . Coming together to long these 3 years relationship until it last yesterday was seriously a bitter one in my life. I admit dat i'm too naive dat i juz couldn't accept the reality . . but tis is da fact . . Can i choose not to let u go? I couldn't noe how to express my feelings in words now but all i would like to tell u is, i love u lots dear. . . I noe it's too late to say it now . .

I've hurt 3 gurls in my life . . . I regret over my mistakes for being sellfish and ignorant all these while. Standing firm on my egoistic characteristic juz couldn't help myself out in maintaining a good relationship. Babe, i couldn't forgive myself for not learning frm my previous mistakes which i need to agree with u. Again and again i hurt my gurls. . Very disappointed towards myself. . . I'm such a failure. . failure in relationship, failure in life, failure in everything . . . everythinggg. . .

With such gloomy time looming, i noe there is something wrong out there. . . and noe dat a mechanism should be set in place to recover the ill relationship . . All i can do is to call u everyday and sms u but wat i get in return was a cold welcome . . . Tis is wat i can do for tis distant love. . but . . .i don't blame u for dat . . . because i noe i've been not doin my part before i found out that it's too late to save this relationship. It's all my fault to be perfectly honest . .

I hope my apology meant something worth u to forgive me . . .

I'm sry dat i'm not a good bf dat can take good cares of u. . to never have sunlight on ur face. .

I'm sry for not calling u everyday as wat i promised before. . .

I'm sry dat the little petty things dat u share to me really meant dat much to u . . . I regret to pay no heed on u most of the time. .

I'm sry for not particularly appreciating u as wat u feel always. .  .

I'm sry dat i'm not there for u during da time u need me da most. . .

I'm sry dat i do not travel much wif u. . . although i noe u love travelling in ur life . . .

I'm sry for my past and the way i treat u . . . You always walked a step behind me. . Bein supportive and caring so dat i'm da one with all the glory. . .

I'm sry because i don't noe how to express my feelings towards u everytime . . I really screw up in tis when facing my own gf. . Words are always left unsaid. . .

I'm sry for my bad temper . . I've been trying over n over again not to burst up when thing goes wrong. . It might have appeared to go unnoticed, but I've got it all here in my heart to change for some1 i love. .

I'm sry for my attitude towards u . . . I noe it's a hard time for u to tolerate wif some1 swagger as i am. . Once again, i apology for tis. .

I'm sry that i always broke my promise when it comes to do things to ur favour. . . always . . .

I hope. . . u will really forgive me . . if u are here to read me . . I hope u do . . .

All dat i recall, the moment we get together, we chill and share our love together. . hv fun and tears together. . Those were the fond memories dat u put together into my life. . I know u've been learning how to share wif me pondering with a lot of things juz in place to cope wif me. . . . I'm sry if u think dat i dun realize dat . .  i do learn how to say "I love u" everyday, appreciate u, gv the best to u and every best things i hv to u. . I hope u realize and appreciate dat. . . Those were the days . . .

Frankly speaking, I would be nothing without u . . No one can replace u in my heart . . I will never forget u, who gv me a chance in my life, taught me and guide me in my Uni life without my family out here. and i hope u will spare some time missing me when u get bored or when u need some1 . . I promise i will always be there for u the moment u need me da most. . . My ears n shoulders are always ready for u to lean against. .

All in all, i respect ur decision. Hope u will find ur Mr. Right. . U deserve a better guy than a slacker like me . . With tis, i wish u all the very best success in ur life in exchange of the blessings tat u gv me all these years. . May God grant u wisdom in doin critical decision in ur life. Walk closely to Him and i hope same goes to me . . GoodBye my lady . . .

I'd hv probably save my relationship if i am to be tis Mr.Nice guy. My apology dat i can't get thru my selfishness and egoness all these while which is so costly at tis moment to our relationship. I noe sry couldn't save anything nor explain in words now my gurl . . I love u still . . .

Throughout these 360 days of our relationship, i never stop saying i love you, all that i can recall, i said it almost every day. Every time, u told me u r already bored to hear the same thing but still, i never give up. I said i love you every day because i really do and all i can say, much more than loving my own self. For every loving message that you send to me, i still keep it in my phone. Whenever u scold me without any reason or maybe just to released ur tension…. you know why i never argue back or even said anything back but to keep quiet? You know what keep me going? It’s all because of love, because of the message you send to me and because of your trust in me.

I guess you really didn’t notice something else, you always get angry at me for nothing, you always scold me even if im kidding with you. I never said u r wrong, instead i blame myself! Did u notice i keep saying “im sorry” every time when u r angry even if im not wrong? I never ever once mind about this because you are the other part of my life. We only go out once a week, sometimes only once a month…. for every 2 hours we have, i did try my best to treasure every moment. In these two hours, i really don’t know where to start and where to end. All i wish is just to accompany you even for an extra second.

Do you still remember, even during Chinese New Year, i have to visit your house secretly while your parents were out? When you are hungry, i have to wait till your parents were out again, only then i can send over the food to you. You know, every time when u told me u have gastric, my heart really feel the pain, i can’t send over the medicine immediately bcos they are around. I never blame them instead i blame myself for being useless. Every time, i have to secretly put the medicine in your mailbox and you get it from there. I park somewhere far and keep waiting just to see you for a glance.

Did u know that whenever my parents ask me if ur parents treat me well…..i told them YES. I told them ur parents love me and treat me really well but whenever i answer them, I would drop my tears secretly. On my mom’s birthday, i bought my mom favorites and told her the present is from you. Yeah, i know it is not expensive but i did it all bcos of you.

When you told me your dad won’t support u in ur study, did u know i go to most of the uni and check the total cost of the course? I go and apply for loan and hope that one day, you will be a very successful girl. I cheated you that i can get 50% discount on the uni, but u didn’t know, i pay for the other 50 cos i know u dislike anyone to help.

 

Ive already tried my best to do everything in life that i will never ever regret i do have you for once in my whole life.

Another good sentiments to share here tis evening. Very sentimental written blog i would like to rate tis as. All i would like to comment, tis relationship deemed to be single-sided frm the beginning. How apt dat tis is wat i'd walked thru in my love life. . and it's all over and the past of me . . . I could'nt noe how to pick up da pieces and move on, tis is da reason i'm still stucking in da circle of mistakes  . . .

Only 5 days left to a year. Have you even lent a second to yourself and think about it? All of that means nothing to you? Even for the moment when you wear the ring? Did you know that a man's deepest fear is that he is not good enough or that he is incompetent? I know it's hard for you to receive but you gotta know men are afraid of giving as well. Now I know it all, the words "Love You" doesn't mean anything until the last breath. Instead, nothing will mean anything until the last second.

It's not I haven't tried! I've tried it all. All the while, I never give up, I never stop for anything and I never even said I'm tired. You know, what hurt me the most is when I ask you to choose your study rather than me. Whenever you said u are hungry, I rush to buy your favorites even when I'm at work. When you tell me you are sick, i can’t concentrate on my work bcos im really worried. Whenever you said u r sad, i feel like a failure.

You know what; people said your laugh starts if you find the person you really love. It's hard to pretend I'm not hurt, 2 giggle, 2 pretend Im ok. It's hard to laugh after I have cried. What's worst is im still in love with someone even after u have said goodbye.

Laugh never gets tough if you can handle it better. Cries wont be tears if ur not hurt. Sadness wont mean anything unless you are down. Anger will be nothing if apology comes right after. Smiles mean nothing if it comes from da unknown. A touch never says it cares unless you think so. There are lots of things in laugh that have a different meaning of its own, so if you feel like having a duel with laugh, there you go!.you get it!

Girls! We, men argue for the right to be free while women argue for the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding. For a men like me, staying in love, getting married, and having a family is as difficult as flying a jumbo jet without any training. I may be able to take off, but im sure to crash. It is difficult to continue flying once you have crashed the plane a few times. Now is the time to say that’s why everyone gave up relationship so easily….

A drip of water could just turn my candle light off.

30th Dec, Tuesday :: windy ::

 

Tadaaaa ! !~ I'm back . . . Back to write something in my entries :D

Today is hmm. . . 30th of December which is da 2nd last day of year 2008. It happens dat i won't be able to write a little of conclusion for tis sweat & sour year tmr. So i rather tag it before it's too late to do so :P

Yearh~ tis year i'm gonna celebrate my New Year in an odd place which is Xiao Ting's church, it might sounds normal but it's a bit abnormal due to the origin of charismatic church practises. . which is FGA Church. . Since she invited, so i might as well call Mac, Calvin and Geraldine together. Hoping dat everything goes smooth tmr hehe. Well, tat's as far as i noe for the moment to welcome year2009. ^ ^

 

Talking bout the passed. . Ntg much i could say here nor barely pen down . . It's a very very different year for me to be accepted, happy n joyous moments did happen but bitter n sour experiences did blend in together. All this crapz happened. . . Sometimes, life can seem like an arid desert, especially having insufficient luck i would like to say. But . . . I dun belief in luck . . Never ever wish my friend "Good Luck" before =\ Instead, all da best/success i greet all these while. . This is life . Stand firm and buck up to continue the life journey, never surrender ourself but to surrender to God. . Trust through sorrow brings triumph over sadness which i always believe in although emo kills me sometimes lolz =.="

 

So. . Gv thx for everything that has been granted to me. Gv thx to Lord . . I started learning tis practise frm my pastor during December when i back to hometown for sermon and Christmas! but . .  couldn't be able to celebrate Christmas back in hometown. . Cos need to hv my intership in KL on Christmas eve T.T  Tis is part of the regret i would like to say. Regret. . . . . Been taught to gv thx and recall back the regrets in 2008, wrapped them and send 2008 away happily . . so dat we can embrace 2009 with an open heart ^ ^ so, chill up~ Joyous and sorrow moments are yet to come. I'm rdy for the challenges~ argh!~~ But not too hard on me pls :P hv mercy always . . .

 

GOOD BYE 2008. . Lurve and hugz ya tide   =\

Say our way

WE MALAYSIANS speak and/use English to varying degrees of competence.

At one end of the spectrum is standard English. At the other end is a jumble of English, Malay, Chinese, and Indian words, expressions, syntax, etc. which, seemingly, is fed into a mangle to yield a heady rojak which is Manglish [mangled + English].

Somewhere between the two extremes is Malaysian English, which in the main is proper English but with an unmistakable Malaysian accent which we may refer to as AP (Accepted Pronunciation), not RP (Received Pronunciation).

Manglish is our much-beloved patois which we use among close friends and among acquaintances to show that we belong. Malaysian English we use for official, academic and commercial purposes.

However, we must be aware, where foreigners are concerned, that certain words may be puzzling, such as those which have assumed a new grammatical function, those which have a local slant, those which are back-formations, and those that are pure inventions.

Let us have a look at some such Malaysianisms.

Words with new grammatical function

Two motoring terms come to mind. One is gostan, derived from the phrase “go astern”, where two words have blended into one, with a small change in pronunciation. Thus, a Malaysian guiding a motorist backing his car would say, “Gostan a bit more to the left.”

The other word is horn (specifically a car horn). The noun has evolved into a verb, as when a car arrives at a house and the passenger saying to the driver, “Come on. Let’s horn Muthu to hurry up” as if the car horn was invented to substitute for ringing the door-bell or knocking at the door!

Words with a local slant

There are many words which have acquired a local slant. To send a child to school has come to mean driving him to school, with the sender going along as well.

An analogous word is follow. In standard English, Mary’s little lamb followed her to school, meaning that the lamb walked behind Mary to catch up her. In Malaysia, A follows B when in fact A is accompanying B.

A and B could be walking together holding hands or travelling together in the same vehicle.

Another Malaysianism is the word stay in connection with a residence, e.g. “He stays at 3 Minden Road.”, instead of “He lives at 3 Minden Road.”

There does not seem to be an awareness that “lives” connotes a sense of permanence whereas “stays” connotes a temporary arrangement, e.g. “He stayed in a budget hotel while on holiday.”

Shopping and marketing are rather similar words. Malaysians use the word “shopping” in the usual way, to mean “going to a shop or shops to buy goods”; and analogously, they use the word “marketing” to mean “going to a market to buy provisions and things”.

But the second word is very different in concept. Ask the marketing people in an organisation. They do not go to the market to get their stuff. On the contrary, they make their goods or services available to buyers or customers or clients, “especially in a planned way which encourages people to buy more” (Cambridge International Dictionary of English).

Schooling is another word loosely used as an intransitive verb, to mean “still attending school”.

In fact, school is a transitive verb to mean “to educate in a school; to train in a particular discipline, skill, or activity”, e.g. “It takes a lot of patience to school a dog.”/ “He was schooled in a top university.”

The word “schooling” may be used as a gerund in the usual way, e.g. “Schooling a dog takes patience.”

The non-gerund ‘–ing’ form is also used to mean “education or training”, e.g. “The boss had very little formal schooling.”

Back-formations

Malaysians have come up with some words which are the products of some ingenuity. Consider the Malaysianism stinge, obviously a back-formation from “stingy”. To stinge is to act in a stingy way. How apt!

The word, coincidentally, has some affinity to “stint”, which has almost the same connotation.

Invented words

Here again are some words that are the products of Malaysian ingenuity. Consider the word actsy. I can only speculate on its origin. We talk of a swaggering or boastful person as someone who acts big. Add the suffix ‘–y’ to the word “acts”, and voilà! we get “actsy”. [I note that many of our politicians are very actsy.]

Another interesting invention is the word itchified. Its etymology is obvious, but does its formation follow the usual principles of derivation? Why not?

Consider the word “speech” and its derivative “speechify”. Hence, “itchify” has a precedent, and the word is used predicatively in the past participial form, “itchified”. [My friends tell me that some politicians are itchified.]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 We begin our day 2 with the grand opening ceremony together with the live broadcast from the Malacca side. There were not much interaction between Cyber and Malacca except verbally thru Permata Dunia and speech by the speakers. After the opening ceremony we continue our activities as planned earlier by the special task which were the selection of Miss MMU 2008/2009.